Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Single or not?

Apparently I'm not single anymore. Or so I've been told.

Is it a bad sign when the guy says he sees what we're doing as a relationship and I immedeatly get the chills, my whole back goes freezing cold and I'm sure the hairs in the back of my neck were standing straight up? Why does it feel so scary?

I've never been in any kind of relationship before. I've never had a boyfriend, never been a girlfriend. I've been aquaintance, friend, good friend, lover and fuck buddy, but never girlfriend.

I actually don't know if I am a girlfriend now either - does being in a relationship mean you're boyfriend and girlfriend?

Either way it kinda freaks me out. I used to think getting close to someone meant I'd want to push them away, that's what's happened before. I need my space and can't stand the thought of having to spend that much time with someone, someone who wants to know what I've been up to, someone I'd need to answer to.

This isn't quite like that though. This is spending time with someone and actually liking it. After a month I haven't got bored with the guy and I can't see that happening any time soon.

I haven't even noticed a single thing that's annoying about him. Now
that's just weird..


  1. mmmyeahh12:23 AM

    Well, hmm so if u have no bf, i can be your bf. I bet u ll crazy like me ,but eheheh u haven't seen me in real life so u can't imagine how nice i am...

  2. I think you should just roll with it, damn the titles and the assumptions.

    I mean, if it feels good, why stop? Right?

  3. I have no plans of stopping at all ;)

    I do, however, need to stop these Turkish comments, they're driving me crazy.


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