I decided not to take my ex up on his offer.
I hate doing that, changing my mind at the last minute - especially about something like that. I don't like feeling like I promised something I couldn't keep, then disappointed someone.
But... I don't know. I should be moving forward, not backwards. I probably just think too much, but if there's one thing I'll never do if it doesn't feel right, it's that.
Voluntary celibacy never killed anyone, did it?